Helloooo, my gorgeous little sunfish.
hiya, my flawless, little apple pie! How's your day going?
Perfect. Day off, apartment is quiet, I can't complain. How's your day, lovely?
Ah, I envy this thing you call a day off. I've got some time to put in before my next one. it's going...slowly. I'm stuck in intake, which is like watching paint dry. Tell me things to entertain me!
Ew, gross. I just get today and Saturday off this week, but since I just got back from a damn island, I can't even be mad about it. Do you think watching paint dry would be more entertaining than intake?
Uhhh, things to entertain you... 90s party this weekend?! Are you going?
Ugh, I know this feeling. take me back to wildwood! I think it would depend on the color, really. lbr.
Yes! oh gosh, yes. I'm so excited. can't wait to get my costume-ing on.
I'll take you to wildwood if you take me back to my island~ Let's say the color is pink. And GOOD. I know Ali is going, Topher's mah date, it'll be good to see your perfect little face. Any idea how you're dressing?
You've got yourself a deal, babeh. I can't wait to see everyone dressed in their 90's finest. I do! Actually, the last part of my outfit came in yesterday. I'm going to be Kapowski'd out. What about you?
I love literally any and every excuse to pretend I still live in the 90s. UGH, you are going to be the best Kapowski. I was leaning towards Corey Mason, Empire Records? Skirt and red bra and all.
me too! the colors! The crazy patterns. It was a great excuse to just walk into the closet and pull random things together. Ahh! Thank you! She was basically my role model growing up, so I thought it made perfect sense. Oh gosh, that's going to be AMAZING. Pro-Corey here.
Hahahaha, I definitely know the feeling! I already own so much denim that it wasn't even an issue to pull together a 90s outfit from crap I already own. Are you gonna be cheerleader Kapowski? Or college Kapowski? I AM INVESTED. Corey is amazeballs and I have to make sure Topher is cool with being AJ because cheesy.
I'm going to be high school promo shoot Kelly. You know the one, from the t-shirt? That hair was too real. AHH oh god, the cheese. I'm all sorts of in love with it.
OH, I think I know what you're talking about. Giiiiirl, work it. Own it. I'm so excited. And the cheese! It kind of makes me weirdly and grossly happy, lbr.
But other than 90s shit and me being the corniest person alive these days, how are youuuu
I cannot WAIT to debut it. It'll be my best costume, to date. Um you deserve both weird and gross types of happiness, boo. Embrace the mush! Me? I'm good. living the dream, doing my thang. You know how it is. Enjoying the little things.
I'll find you the minute I get there then so I can scream about how good you look. And thank youuu. :3 Embracing the mush. Yeah? Anything new with you?
Oh gosh, you're too much! YOU ARE WELCOME. But it's serious, you deserve happy. If anyone does? it's you. Ah, you know, the whole 'moving on, moving up' kind of deal. There's been quite a bit of time spent with a certain beautiful Mexican man that's made my days not so mundane, too.
I'm always happy! Now just...happier. Everything is good, life is good, I'm enjoying the ride. I neeeeeeeed to know more about this beautiful Mexican man though, you know that right?
Well you know what I mean. That warm, mushy type happy! Haha of course! But there's not much to tell. Still really new, except all I know is? He makes me feel good when I'm with him. No questions, no second guessing, just good.
I am definitely feeling extraordinarily mushy, especially today. It's gross and I'm pretty okay with it. Ooooh, I want to know all the things. You also deserve to be happy, pretty lady! The warm, mushy type of happy.
So long as you're okay with it? then it's golden! Yeah, I'm slowly starting to remind myself of that. He makes me smile and then there are those damned butterflies in the stomach type feels, you know the ones I'm talking about....
Ah, fuck. I do know the butterflies you're talking about. Or at least I think I do. Is he gonna be there this weekend?
Right?! like you want them to quit their flapping and yet...it's cute, so you want it to keep going! He's not. I don't know, he doesn't really know Ashton and we're still at this phase where we're enjoying each other one on one. but I'm probably going to see him afterward.
Totally get that. Cute is good! And butterflies are good! And being happy is really, really good! I'm stoked for you, I want to be kept in the loop because I am nosy.
haha of course! Any updates will be sent your way. It's just good to..you know, be out of a holding pattern of emotions
Ugh yeah. I really only knew, like, surface level of what was going on there and I never wanted to pry.
let's be honest, I feel like that's all I knew, too. Or know, because it's still present tense-sih. But you know, it's like that one movie, He's Just Not That Into You. You've gotta be the exception, not the rule.
God that's fucking brutal. YOU ARE TOO PERFECT AND WONDERFUL. People don't need to be dragging you around like that.
Ah, it's not that bad! I swear! I mean, it's just a realization I had. Epiphany, even. I think I might have friend-zoned myself and I think that's probably for the best.
It probably is for the best, especially since you've got this beautiful new mystery man~
exactly! Close a door and a window opens! or something. I think that's what that phrase is supposed to mean, anyway
Probably. It's a new adventure! That's how I always look at it.